well as of late i have had alot happening so i thought while im on the site again id let you all know whats been gonig on in my world

well lets see for the better part of the first half of thisy ear i was playing and addictted to world of warcraft which i now cant bare to play so yea. then with the help of my friend jackie i ventured into the world of myspace and there i have meet many awesome friends and a fair few who are not hehe.

well first off i meet one very special girl called kylie she was a great girl and we meet up and we worked well when together but the problem was it was hard to be together all the time like we wanted because of the distance and time to get free and so forth with work and such on my end.

so that ended up going down in spectacular style of my own stupidity and yea i hurt her very much by how i acted then and i am sorry for it if she does read this.

then right as that was happening i got back into contact with one of my good friends donna and we started to get close as me and kylie fell away from one another but she lived even further away which made it even harder lol but we got along great and still do but shit hit the fan with me and her 2 but we both did wrong there so its all good were still good mates so yea

then after all of that i began to work a bit more and less because work was being a pain and i still had all my tafe stuff being done around all of this heh which let me tell you was wierd that i managed to handle everything and still not fial anything lol.

then i got to know donna ex best friend lauren she was a great girl but she lived in sa and was hard to get to know all the well due to the relationship being purely thru electricial devices (phone msn) and that made things difficult but i tried to give it a shot see if it would work but she decidied against that so life went on.

in the last month or 2 i have meet a few girls who have been very interesting and have meet 2 of them first i meet a girl named mellany and then a few weeks later i meet a girl named bec for the first time me and mel we get along great and all but there was a bit of an age gap that scared me off from her and she knows that but were still mates so its all good.

now as for bec well she lives a bit far but its much easier to get to go see her and so i meet her a few more times and that and we got closer and closer and now were together and doing great 2 weeks ago to this day i asked her out and its been just awesome since then and before it too so yea at everything is going well i just hope that this time maybe it will last.

on oother news now the love life is outta the way and yes this is pretty much a years review of what ive been upto ans due to my lack of updating stuff im cramming it all into the one big long post

well hopefully once i get the results from tafec for the year ill have my diploma in engineering and in about june of so i think i got a job at iga in gisborne which isnt to bed but i cant wait to do an engineering job after all it is what i wanna do so yea.

what else is there mmm um i have got alot of new music and such this year and have had had a ball really going thru all the stuff i have has helped me find who i really am ands itas begun to make life much more fun to be in and also i have a new group of mates which i shall name ok there is jackie damo paul chris kat jason simon whitey and yea all the mates ive mentioned are cool guys who i know on different levels but there cool as especially a guy called damo this guy is just an awesome friend and im hoping he will be one of my good mates for a long time to come

anywho this is all i can be bothering thinking of writing about so you all have a merry chritmas and such and a safe new years dont do anything i wouldnt do...sadly that doesnt leave much so may aswell just got nuts haha

oh and i know there are typos like all over this thing decrypt my text for me then !

have a good one all enjoy life

Ryan